I've been keeping on keepin' on, but its been very hard. Depression set in about a month ago. I have to say that it is a good thing I'm involved with ATCs for All, because my connections there helped me feel less isolated and also helped me continue to do art even when I really didn't feel like it. Most people there have been so understanding and awesome, both in support of me and this process, as well as patient about art that I owe them that has been late.
After I went to the Oregon Live Gathering, I was extremely humbled by the awesome artwork and creativity of those I was fortunate enough to meet. I came home a tad insecure about my art. I decided to return, for now, to what I know how to do and have done fairly well for many years, which is drawing. I've been going back over all the basics (even though I've been doing it for over 30 years now and have taken too many classes to mention), and focus on what I have felt good about in the past. I'm continuing to practice.
But here is my question. From what I am seeing in the art world, skill in drawing is not all one need's. One also needs to turn a realistic looking piece into something new and interesting. I've talked about not having a creative style and I think that is what I'm talking about here. I want to turn my artwork into illustrations, but I'm not there yet. Talent in drawing does not seem to add up to good pieces of art, I guess is what I'm trying to say. I have more to learn about design, color, and other elements, as well as find a way to let my inner creativity and passion flow into my pieces.
Anyway, this is my current dilemma. I'm going to keep on keepin' on, though, I'm not gonna quit...swollen liver or not!
Be well, all!
Traci, you are an amazing artist. Do not listen to the tapes in your head that say otherwise. Keep playing and doing what makes you happy with your, and it will fall into place.
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Thank you, dear friend!!
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